cancerous

This day,this pain...a fuckin' nightmare.I couldn't sleep last night 'cause those days that wore in the past previous year in this period.Too many memories and too many questions but it doesn't matter,it's too late now.I'm still waitin' for a sign that will never appear again in my life.I truly miss my dad,he was everything to me and now he's gone...a year passed since he died.A few hours today in that cemetery and i'm in a big depression.The loneliness it's like a cancerous cell,thanks to the "rest of what i still have" i'm showin' a smile sometimes but behind that smile are thousand of tears.I'ved wished that some people from the past that wore important to me will be right next to me in this moment now but,you know...you don't know what's expecting you.Rest in peace white,lost soul...miss you dad.

japanese wings

Japanese wings...dragon wings or koi fish luck.The empty heart that will last on the lost road will be mine?Wondering how it will be that feeling,the feeling to be accomplished and say...that was it?Matter of time,matter of desire...total dizziness and random words are flying in my head.All of us have "that dream",to fly.
We wore angels in the past but now we're hybrids,we don't deserve wings 'cause we've sinned to much...they say.The character of a tiger,wings of a dragon,the luck of a koi,a white soul just like an angel has...and the demonic eyes it's the composition of a pure hybrid.Or we're just the result of an angel mom and devil dad?

evolution

The history it's well described in the upper picture.
It ain't a "big hit post" but it's a great family tree that i've found on the net.
From 8bit sounds and big pixels tot 3D acceleration and surround systems.
I still love the retro shit...hehe.
^_^

Asking Alexandria - Demos [2oo8]

01.The Final Episode Let's Change Channel
02.A Single Moment Of Sincerity
03.A Candlelit Dinner With Inamorta
04.Nobody Don't Dance No More
05.I Was Once Possibly Maybe Perhaps A King
06.Not The American Average

A Skylit Drive - Eva The Carrier (Single)

A Skylit Drive - Eva The Carrier (Single)

the forgotten statue

I feel dizzy,numbed by a pain and lost on my own road.
With an imperfect feeling i start the day,makin' each step like a forgotten statue...like i'm lost within the time.
Don't know what's happening but i can't wait to go to sleep and rest in my own room.
The asphalt is burning,it looks like the demons from hell want to catch my soul.Walkin' fast,lookin' trough the people like they're some kind of ghosts i'm like a drug addict but i just want to be alone for a few hours.
I see thousands of mirrors on the street at the same time,i mean they're like me with the same "thirst of life".
Anxiety is...the last word.

"Try" or not...

I don't have too many words to describe this short movie named "Try"
,it speaks from itself.
Just two words...watch it!

a piece of abyss

I'm the fallen one...i fell into a deep abyss of my mind.
I'm in a room with cold,grey and melancholic walls wich will write my past again.
A little flower had grown in front of my eyes while i've stayed laid back down on the floor and listened the whispers that dictated my emotions my whole life.A red tear fell on my lips...i taste it,it's a strawberry taste from your happiness and a warm voice said "i wanna love you".
I'ved opened my eyes and with a desperate look i've searched the whole room but there was...nothing,nobody.
I've lost you?
Did i hurt you?
Did i loved you too much?
And i woke up...i was just dreaming,i'm lookin at the mobile phone and i see "1 new message".It says..."i can't get enough of you,i love you".

a cup of pink tea please!

I just want a cup of pink tea...
yeah i know it doesn't exist but a pink tea would calm my nerves?
Donno' but i'm in a big bad mood '
cause in this shitty world if you're good,you're a fool.
If you're kind everybody's using you and that's not all...
sometimes you speak directly the subject and some people get it all wrong kinda like you want to say things with thousand of meanings.
I'm not the two-face guy i'm the straight-to-the-face guy.
I had a big "fight" on the phone with somebody important for some meaningless people so i'm disturbed about the fact.
I'm having some hard times and nothing distracts my attention,
nothin's workin' lately.
I should go back in my indifferent world,i'ved showed up a smile for some people and they're dreamin' too much now...ok no more mister nice guy.
I don't want to ruin my life this way maybe in other way but wtf!
This end of the day made me "puke"...seriously i'm very numb right now.
You make hundreds of gestures for someone and that person it's like
"tralala..i'm still bossy" with some "Watcha' did boy?"
attitude and forgot that in the past made major mistakes.
Whatever...i'ved started to say too many things at a time so i'm sure
that you don't understand nothin' that it's in here.
This post should had been skipped,but maybe some people will read it and think twice for now on...

the history of ear stretching

Stretching,tunneling say it whatever you like...it's body modification,stretched piercings are probably old as piercing itself.
But let's talk about "earplugs".Plugs can be made out of almost any material like acrylic,glass,metal,wood,bone,stone,horn,glass or silicone.
Plugs are commonly,and have historically,been worn in the ears.They can,however,be inserted into any piercing.In order for a plug to stay put within a piercing,the ends of its cylindrical shape are often "flared out",or the plug is fastened in place by o-rings.
Ok..now let's talk a little bit about the history of these plugs.
During the ancient Egyptian New Kingdom,both sexes wore a variety of jewelry,including earplugs and large-gauge hoop-style earrings.Inca men wore gold or silver plugs in the ears,which indicated their nobility.Their stretched piercings,which could reach the size of two inches,later inspired a Spanish nickname for the Inca people...orejones ("big ears") .Ivory earplugs have been used by the Hmong people and silver plugs,called rombin,are worn by Aka women.The men had bigger sizes and different materials for the plugs than the women,i thought it will be nice to write this piece of history maybe some people will stop asking me why do i have body modifications or worst,will start asking me that.

I ♥ pixels

Atention...stupid article!
When i was a kid i used to spent hours in front of the PC or the fabulous Nintendo playin' different type of games but the time has passed.Now i'm 19 years old (goosh,that was fast!) and sincerly i still like games but not to play just to watch,in this whole time i think that 4 games marked my childhood and those are Tetris,Arkanoid,Space Invaders and the last and the best...Mario.That drugged mo'fo' with that big moustache eating every mushroom on the level made my childhood very happy.At the first sight when i played Mario i said "Damn...Mario sucks!" but the next day i played that shitty game all day long.Well i'm not a geek i just love retro-games,pixels,8bit music and stuff so i wanted to write this and let's not forget that i still want a tetris "Brick Game 9999 in 1" (lol..i'm a freak i now) .Oh...let's change the subject a lil' bit,i had a great-stupid day i think.Everything was ok,not very much to do at the shop but everything worked out just as i thinked it will be.Ok some final words for today,erm...i truly love more the pixelate games then the super-mega-extra 3D shit and don't forget...Mario it's a mushroom addict ( *lool*) .

Black Sun Empire @ Club Suburban / Brasov

I had a big fuckin' rough day with 2 "friends"..."headache & stress".But today i found out that Black Sun Empire it's coming back to rip our heads off at the Suburban Club in Brasov,our girl DropDread will be there to do a warm-up or a afterparty and the ticket it's just 25RON.Besides the stress i've had some good news too...we have a new mate at the shop and we're glad to have her by our side,the event and after work i've been outside for a walk with my girl...it wasn't very "Hell yeah!" but i think it's ok (*indifference*).Now i'll go to sleep cause i ain't in a good mood cause i'm not feelin' ok,so what's tot say for now...see ya at the event bitchez!

no need for introductions...

...I've read about girls like you on the back of toilet doors,like the Bring Me The Horizon song,well what's new...nothing or donno' maybe something.I truly wanted to start a new blog from scratch and the subject of the day...girls...wtf.It's enough that i don't understand me but...it's way to heavy to understand them,i'm not that person that makes differences between sexes but yesterday i had a phone conversation that made me very dizzy in two ways...happy and weird.Whatever it's a small idea that i felt it's right to write in here and remember it's my personal blog,more like a diary to me so don't criticize.Have a nice day...bye!!!